Fabulous lesson with Liz today. Actually fabulous day with Liz today! I'm not even mad that I don't have my truck back yet. :) It didn't hurt that the weather was glorious!

I got on a little early because Liz stopped at tractor supply first. Which was nice, because I was able to eat a quick sandwich too. But then they took forever getting her stuff so she was 15 minutes later than she expected, even on top of the 15 minutes later. So Funny and I had already been walking around the pasture and arena for a good 20-25 minutes. While we waited we did some lateral work and just worked on our free walk to working walk. It wasn't too bad. She was very chill. I did pick up the trot and got a decent trot... not quick and runny! So then we worked on straightness. That's hard. She wasn't as bad as I thought though and we managed to stay pretty darn straight the whole length of the arena. Yay! Although the girl randomly tucked her tail and scooted and almost scooted out from under me! WHY??? I have no idea.. never saw anything nor heard anything. Seriously though, I'm getting tired of almost getting yeeted off. Although it's better than actually getting yeeted off, last last week!!

So Liz showed up shortly after that so we said hi and chatted briefly. I told her we were already pretty warmed up and we decided to not do too much walking since Funny gets bored easily. I did get a nice walk though before I trotted and our trot started pretty quick. Liz helped me think through it and I'm kinda proud of myself too, because I was already starting to do the things. And sure enough, Funny settled pretty quickly. It's just hard to slow my post when she's running, but if I lift my core and post up and down, instead of front to back, she starts to settle quickly. And I almost have to think of tipping my pelvis in front of my shoulders... like, I'm not leaning back... and I'm not shoving her spine down... but somehow I have to get behind her center of balance the teeniest tiniest bit. At least that's what it feels like. And then she slows down dramatically. I kind of wonder if it's similar to the lateral balancing. Like... if I'm just slightly in front of her (Probably, and probably not even slightly) she's running to catch up to me and get underneath me. But if I sit behind her motion... then she can slow down and come back to me. I don't think I'm explaining it right because I know I shouldn't be "behind the motion" but.. that's the best way I can describe it in my head. Then we played with me following her balance to stay "above her" so she can balance underneath me laterally. And that worked a lot.

Tracking to the left Liz told me that I was doing too much. When she goes to the right, she is a little overbent and when she goes left, she's a little underbent. But I tend to want the same feel I'm getting to the right, so I'm asking for too much to the left too. And eventually we can ask for that much stepping under and over, but she doesn't need to do that yet and isn't ready. STRAIGHTNESS is key right now. So when we trot to the right, I really need to just keep her neck straight out of her withers and the tiniest bit of bend in her body. Just allow.. don't ask. She's naturally curved to the right. When we go to the left... I feel her barrel lean into my leg, so I want to push her barrel out to the right and pull her nose to the left. But what's actually happening is that she is slightly haunches in and falling in, so instead of overbending her and sending her laterally, I need to almost think counterbend, which will straighten up her shoulders and help her lift her chest and thus.. she stops spiraling out with her haunches and in with her withers. And then I can send her haunches out, but it's her haunches, not her barrel I need to send out. When I rode the outside rein, and then sort of thought about pushing her haunches out and lifting my inside shoulder, that straightened her front end and I could really feel her whole chest straighten and lift up. And then she didn't feel like she was falling in on me. She was carrying herself. AHHHHH!! That's nice. I need to bring my left shoulder back, but don't turn my head to the left. And sort of almost lift my left hand slightly.

Then going to the right, I'm naturally turned right in my upper body, so don't try. Just... stay straight. Keep the outside rein, but I don't really even need to ask for inside bend, because she's already bent enough.

We also talked about letting her process. I need to let her stop and really process.. marinate in her good deeds. She needs to "live in the moment" and relish what she just did and percolate on it. So let her stop. And let her breathe... and think... and when she's done and ready, she'll start processing the outer world again and offer to go back to work. She can't process in the walk. *I* prefer to process in the walk. And I prefer to pre-process and she needs to post-process. So... when we get some good work... come down to a nice walk and get a good walk and then stop and let her marinate. As long as it takes. Then we can start up again in the walk and I can prepare and pre-process while we walk.
Oh, and I have an upward transition signal. And a downward transition signal. The downward transition signal is to close my upper thighs and tighten my core. And she is really getting good at coming down. I don't have to touch the reins! I almost have to add leg though now because she almost comes down to a halt. The upward transition is preceeded by a "warning" aid. We decided that my aid would be to lift my chest and square my shoulders, then take a small hold of the outside rein for a step or two, then release the outside aid, then ask for the upward. It's kind of like a half-halt... a "hey listen, I'm about to ask you to lift up". That order of go will help my position my body and then the outside rein half halt will help remind me not to hang on the inside rein. I hope anyways.
So then we wanted to canter and Liz said she liked it better from the walk still. So we had to take a minute because she was a bit nutted up again. But we got a nice walk and then I asked for the right lead canter. It wasn't bad, but Liz said I asked at the wrong time. She said she didn't think I knew when to ask because I didn't know when her right hind was on the ground. Ah... I don't. I can't really feel it, or... I'm not really aware that I'm feeling it. So we got back to a nice walk and she told me to do my upward transition aid, but look over my left shoulder. When I felt her start to push off with that right hind (or was it left??) then ask. It was better but still a bit of a struggle. But then we did it a third time and I got the hang of it. I think that I can actually feel it better than I think, so when I think about asking at the right time, I sort of instinctually do it right. When I think about asking when that specific hind leg is on the ground, I get too bogged down on thinking and it doesn't quite get through my brain quick enough. And we got some really nice canter! Wide hands... outside rein connection.... think of cantering by lifting my seat vs "wiping my seat". Ha ha.. But dribble her and invite her back up into my crotch. Gross, but ... that's the best way to say it.
We then tried the left lead. And ugh. It was a disaster. She got the wrong lead and then got a bit stressed about it. So she got all balled up and tense and tight. It took a few attempts and a few lead corrections behind before we got it. Liz pointed out that she always wants to start off on the one hind limb vs the correct one for the left lead. (My brain is tired and now I can't remember if they strike off with the outside hind or inside hind). And it's mostly because of our balance. So I had to put her on a smaller circle to get it. And I had to get it by asking with my inside leg more than my outside leg. But I think a lot of it was timing and trying too hard and focusing on one thing vs all the things, because we don't struggle this much on our own. BUT I did have an epiphany. Funny falls in with her left shoulder, so that makes her inclined to get the right lead instead of the left. I need to get her to sit back on her right hind, lift her left shoulder and chest, so that she can lift up into the left lead. I also tip. So it's not that I need to circle her in a 10 meter circle so much as I need to over bend her to the inside to push that left shoulder back out. It makes sense in my brain okay! :) I need to let her stretch that neck out straight instead of kinking it though and it's NOT about putting her nose to the inside and overbending it, so much as it is getting that left falling shoulder up and out. And then, like at the trot, once she's balanced and upright, I can ride the outside shoulder around in a slight shoulder fore because she's upright and square, instead of leaning. It's hard to explain but I think I've got the feel right. Now to hope I can remember it by Friday when I (hopefully) get to ride again.
We finished with one on the buckle left lead canter depart because Liz wanted me to really understand that it's not about cranking her head in, but getting her to bend left, pushes that inside shoulder up and back. And we got a lovely transition and quite frankly, a lovely canter, even being on the buckle more or less. We finished with a great downward transition to trot and then a lovely trot and then a nice downward to the walk and a nice walk. GOOD PONY!
Lots of hard work today but lots of fun. It feels like good progress even though there's still some running and reverting back to feral. Liz did mention that she seemed happy still and enjoying her work. Yay! On our hack home I stopped to let her eat a little patch of grass in the yard and she suddenly yeeted backwards and almost dumped me again. And again.. I saw NOTHING. Doh. She put a big ol' divot in the grass too. Silly...